[Intro]
Sometimes, I don't know what to-
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay
I'm snorin' all day for dreams... uh
[Verse 1]
Wake up ponderin', damn, my mind is wanderin'
All these opportunities left squandered in my oxygen
All accomplishments left haunted in my lack of confidence
Often is the result of fallin' under consciousness
You'd make babies cry, I make crazy lives
You're just angry, 'cause you're livin' in a fading lie
And I've been feelin' this energy, feelin' that somebody's gettin' the penalty
Fearin' that, one day, you end up ahead of me, feelin' that this is the end of me
No, will I tell you? No, never- I think I'm so clever
But in the grand scheme of things, I know that I'm no better
But I don't ever
Want to go to show just one mo' letter
I'm a go-getter, I go get grades and get A's
And get laid, then wake up, and get C's, but get paid
Uh... my life is so unusual
To most, it isn't suitable, to me, it's irrefutable
Can't see me in a cubicle, I'd rather watch my funeral
I'd rather go back to stab my own brains out back in utero
Damn... but you know that I'm capable
You know I'ma pounce at any chance that is available
Feelin' so unique, and I think it's not explainable
No one hears my lyrics, and says, "OMG, relatable!"
No, that's not what I am here to give
Been waitin' years for this, you're about to experience
Somethin' that I've spent time, money, and thought on
Learned about all the times money had thought wrong
Kinda funny, it's long gone, but time is crummy and not long
I ain't lucky, I'm not calm, not by a long-shot
I'm freakin' out on the inside, you see me on the outside
Always think I'm positive, and never see the downsides
It's 'bout time you know the truth, you couldn't be further from it
Get your head out your own ass, you couldn't be further up it
[Chorus]
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay
I'm snorin' all day for dreams
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay
I'm snorin' all day for dreams
[Verse 2]
I feel like I'm way too different
Ridiculous, and most of humanity's made of idiots
I barely even get myself, and you thinkin' you understand?
You think hidin' behind a screen gives you the upper-hand?
Please, what I do is barely poetry
There's hope for me, I'm noticing people starting to notice me
Uh, but still consider me confident
Still consider me ready and givin' out all my flawlessness
But honestly, all of this is hauntin' me, probably
It is just a sense of myself wobbling, toppling
Into awfully small pieces, normally all bleedin'
It's tragic and not fleetin', it follows me all evenin', it's—
It's callin' my name constantly, makes it so hard to stay awake
I close my eyes and let it go, and it all fades away
Yeah, we're just tryna find that great escape
To get away from how we're livin' life day-to-day
Some people find it in a drink or in a cup
Or in some bling, or in a drug, or in the things that give us love
But all I know is that it's tough
And all I know is that this stuff isn't enough- it's way too much
[Chorus]
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay
I'm snorin' all day for dreams
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay
I'm snorin' all day for dreams
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