These Days

These days Nothing matters when I look into your face Nothing in my past is a mistake If it led me to this motherfuckin place Yeah These -these days These days I been feeling free Drowned all of my demons in my sea Rowboat never hits the shore But I don't think I want to anymore I'm feeling freer now They said it gets better I see it now She took my demons out They talk about love I believe it now I was feeling lost so long With so many days gone Too many to even count They never told me how easy it was To feel beaten when off of the beaten route I thought that life was alone with ice To my bones and nothing I could try I started rocking designer but found Out that it was not something I could buy Too many hours I spent Dwelling on the good times While the clocks' hands waving Back at me like goodbye Treat this like eulogy, I ain't making rap songs Yeah I cum fast but this music gonna last long I been too concerned with what They writing on my new post Gotta start to think bout what They writing on my tombstone I feel like the emperor I went and copped some new clothes But they seeing through me Every second like a Hublot Put that shit aside I cannot live just for a replay Ever since you came into my life You helped me see straight These days Nothing matters when I look into your face Nothing in my past is a mistake If it led me to this motherfuckin place Yeah These- these days These days I been feeling free Drowned all of my demons in my sea Rowboat never hits the shore But I don't think I want to anymore I used to make love songs when I was alone Just to pretend to feel how I do now Thank god I'm with you now Thank god I'm with you now Ohhhh I just wanna make you proud I just wanna make you proud These days I may regret what I say but never how I feel I almost cried when I realized that everything was real When the brain can't articulate feelings In words they just come out in tears No matter what happens I hope that you know I'll forever be here I was wrong about my song "The man on my left shoulder" 'Cause he's been gone ever since you've called So I'll admit it was not true You're the reason I got through I knew it was love when I knew I'd feel lost if I ever lost you That's why when you believe in me I can't describe what that means to me You help me see what I can't see in me Easily I need to be between your arms Let's make this our secret song But I can't keep a secret when I feel I need to scream it all Can't even fall, I can't leave it all in the dust Because no matter what I fear that it's never gone be enough To repay for all of the trust And the days I crawled in the rough Guess it made for a better story Was making all of it up and then it came true You help me hope when I'm faithless Add a scope when I'm aimless Help me smile when I faceless Help me feel when I'm numb Help me hide when there's nowhere left to run These days I may regret what I say but never how I feel I almost cried when I realized That everything was real When the brain can't articulate feelings In words they just come out in tears No matter what happens I hope that you know I'll forever be here I'll forever be here