Drawn Away

I can see again The black spots in my eyes are wide open And they are wandering Wandering around the room I drove through the rain Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again And it was all the same All the same anyway Nothing lost nothing gained It was all the same And it didn't hurt me I am not your hurting I am not my history I can breathe Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me My lover you are not to blame Not to blame for anything I can feel again The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin And if it's new to me Is it all the same All the same to you Some lies some truth Is it all the same All the same anyway Nothing lost nothing gained But is it all the same All the same anyway I am drawn to you but you were drawn away And it didn't hurt me I am not your hurting I am not my history (It's ok that you will) (Ok I'm gonna do one more Yeah mark that one)