Drawn Away

I can see again
The black spots in my eyes are wide open
And they are wandering
Wandering around the room
I drove through the rain
Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again
And it was all the same
All the same anyway
Nothing lost nothing gained
It was all the same
And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history
I can breathe
Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me
My lover you are not to blame
Not to blame for anything
I can feel again
The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin
And if it's new to me
Is it all the same
All the same to you
Some lies some truth
Is it all the same
All the same anyway
Nothing lost nothing gained
But is it all the same
All the same anyway
I am drawn to you but you were drawn away
And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history
(It's ok that you will)
(Ok I'm gonna do one more
Yeah mark that one)