Ruin It

[Verse 1] I'm only gonna hurt you And pull you in between No one scares myself Half as much as me [Pre-Chorus] I go and ignore you Make you think that I don't want you My heavy days, I know they haunt you Why are you still here? [Chorus] I'm only gonna ruin it Don't come near me All of these bruises That you carry with me You're not scared of all my demons Still here, and holding on So I ruin it [Verse 2] You always said I'm different You know everything Saw me from a distance Open up your wings [Pre-Chorus] If I could hold you closer than I ever did I'd make the most of all the little things How can you say you'll never leave? [Chorus] I'm only gonna ruin it Don't come near me All of these bruises That you carry with me You're not scared of all my demons Still here, and holding on So I ruin it