Ruin It

[Verse 1]

I'm only gonna hurt you

And pull you in between

No one scares myself

Half as much as me

[Pre-Chorus]

I go and ignore you

Make you think that I don't want you

My heavy days, I know they haunt you

Why are you still here?

[Chorus]

I'm only gonna ruin it

Don't come near me

All of these bruises

That you carry with me

You're not scared of all my demons

Still here, and holding on

So I ruin it

[Verse 2]

You always said I'm different

You know everything

Saw me from a distance

Open up your wings

[Pre-Chorus]

If I could hold you closer than I ever did

I'd make the most of all the little things

How can you say you'll never leave?

[Chorus]

I'm only gonna ruin it

Don't come near me

All of these bruises

That you carry with me

You're not scared of all my demons

Still here, and holding on

So I ruin it