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[Intro] Yeah, okay [Verse] I back peddle in this shit that I know I cannot handle You ask how I'm feeling, I’m feeling dismantled She asking me what's wrong, I went and told her that it's handled Hiding for so long that my emotions have been cancelled I’m reaping what I sow, I swear I'm just a fucking idiot Pity anyone who even cares to fucking give a shit Back to all my life when I go through a crucial period Don't know if I'll make it 'cause this shit's getting too serious I know you look up to me, you can't see my eyes though I can't bear to see myself, so I just keep my eyes closed I’m loving my life when I be running from the 5-0 Poppin’ all those pills until I'm in a different timezone She say that she want me, so she text me on my iPhone Asking what I’m smoking on, I'm smoking on these rhinestones Been so angry lately that somebody's gonna die If it ain't somebody else’s life, I swear it's gon' be mine [Chorus] I swear it's gon' be mine Why can't I stop the crying? Everybody always lying What do you want from me? I'm trying I swear it's gon' be mine Why can't I stop the crying? Everybody always lying What do you want from me? I'm trying I swear it's gon' be mine Why can't I stop the crying? Everybody always lying What do you want from me? I'm trying I swear it's gon' be mine Why can't I stop the crying? Everybody always lying What do you want from me? I'm trying