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[Intro]

Yeah, okay

[Verse]

I back peddle in this shit that I know I cannot handle

You ask how I'm feeling, I’m feeling dismantled

She asking me what's wrong, I went and told her that it's handled

Hiding for so long that my emotions have been cancelled

I’m reaping what I sow, I swear I'm just a fucking idiot

Pity anyone who even cares to fucking give a shit

Back to all my life when I go through a crucial period

Don't know if I'll make it 'cause this shit's getting too serious

I know you look up to me, you can't see my eyes though

I can't bear to see myself, so I just keep my eyes closed

I’m loving my life when I be running from the 5-0

Poppin’ all those pills until I'm in a different timezone

She say that she want me, so she text me on my iPhone

Asking what I’m smoking on, I'm smoking on these rhinestones

Been so angry lately that somebody's gonna die

If it ain't somebody else’s life, I swear it's gon' be mine

[Chorus]

I swear it's gon' be mine

Why can't I stop the crying?

Everybody always lying

What do you want from me? I'm trying

I swear it's gon' be mine

Why can't I stop the crying?

Everybody always lying

What do you want from me? I'm trying

I swear it's gon' be mine

Why can't I stop the crying?

Everybody always lying

What do you want from me? I'm trying

I swear it's gon' be mine

Why can't I stop the crying?

Everybody always lying

What do you want from me? I'm trying