Jumping [02.02.2011]

[Verse] I feel like giving up, I might be quitting living Staring down Thinking on this balcony I'm sitting It's so hard to kick this Vicodin addiction Need reasons to live, but I'm not liking what I'm getting This pain kills me Man, this pain's intense And I feel it's now impossible to make new friends And I hate this silence 'cause It seems so loud It reminds me of how alone I am now I've lost track of time Dreams merge with reality Nobody there for me I'm hurting in agony Maybe I'll jump this balcony Nobody's stopping me I'm 'bout to be free Free from the head pains Free from the dark thoughts No more hallucinating No more heart sores My self-therapy has ended in hindsight This outcome? I could've prevented A few months back I could possibly mend it But I can't bend time There's no stopping this cancer Presented a multiple choice question by life With only one possible answer Kept climbing a ladder, with steps that drop Every time I climbed higher Now I can't go down Can't turn back Been climbing to find a solution When this whole time it's been on the ground I do have regrets for being too weak To acknowledge my weakness, and go out and seek For someone to look me in the eyes and hold my hand [Hook] For self-pity I've sold my sands of time Of time I've sold my sands of time And I'm jumping Yeah, I'm jumping And I'm jumping I'm jumping I'm jumping down Down now And I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry So sorry So sorry, so sorry But I'm jumping Yea I'm jumping Yea I'm jumping