Jumping [02.02.2011]

[Verse]

I feel like giving up, I might be quitting living

Staring down

Thinking on this balcony I'm sitting

It's so hard to kick this Vicodin addiction

Need reasons to live, but I'm not liking what I'm getting

This pain kills me

Man, this pain's intense

And I feel it's now impossible to make new friends

And I hate this silence 'cause It seems so loud

It reminds me of how alone I am now

I've lost track of time

Dreams merge with reality

Nobody there for me

I'm hurting in agony

Maybe I'll jump this balcony

Nobody's stopping me

I'm 'bout to be free

Free from the head pains

Free from the dark thoughts

No more hallucinating

No more heart sores

My self-therapy has ended in hindsight

This outcome?

I could've prevented

A few months back I could possibly mend it

But I can't bend time

There's no stopping this cancer

Presented a multiple choice question by life

With only one possible answer

Kept climbing a ladder, with steps that drop

Every time I climbed higher

Now I can't go down

Can't turn back

Been climbing to find a solution

When this whole time it's been on the ground

I do have regrets for being too weak

To acknowledge my weakness, and go out and seek

For someone to look me in the eyes and hold my hand

[Hook]

For self-pity

I've sold my sands of time

Of time

I've sold my sands of time

And I'm jumping

Yeah, I'm jumping

And I'm jumping

I'm jumping

I'm jumping down

Down now

And I'm sorry

I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry

So sorry

So sorry, so sorry

But I'm jumping

Yea I'm jumping

Yea I'm jumping