[Intro: Ray Vaughn]
Ayy, ayy, let me get a Dairy Dog
Okay
Extra cheese, light chili, no jalapeños, some hot chips, and a Tiki Punch Shasta
How much is that? (Ayy, ayy)
[Verse 1: Ray Vaughn]
Look, I'm paranoid that my shadow might tell my secrets (Secrets)
Had people tell me they love me (They love me)
Find out that they ain't mean it (Ain't mean it)
Yeah, but sometimes I need more than a God to believe in (Yeah, yeah)
Brand new day on my calendar (My calendar)
But I don't even feel like breathin'
For what? It's fuck that job 'cause I lost that job, I'm broke (I'm broke)
Hand on my pistol, head full of hope (Hope)
Regrets still knock on my door (My door)
My trauma still sit third row (Third row)
Noonie still shootin' heroin in her toe
When they finally told me that shit, I was low (Goddamn)
I can't even judge lil' cuz, how she cope
I miss when we was close and helpin' granny look for the remote, dog
[Chorus: Ray Vaughn & Sydney Leona, Ray Vaughn]
Who knows a safe place for me to hide? (Me to hide, yeah)
When I feel like nothing's left inside (Ayy, ayy, okay)
So-and-so just called a hundred times (Hundred times, yeah)
I ain't pick it up 'cause I was cryin' (Cryin')
But I don't think you hear me (Why? Why not? Why? Why not?)
Can you hear me? (Why? Why not? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?)
Tell me, can you hear me? (Why? Why not? Why? Why not?)
Can you hear me? (Why? Why? Why?)
I know you hear me (Why? Why? Okay)
[Verse 2: Ray Vaughn]
I'm feelin' so unheard and that ain't nothin' new
Got comfortable bein' uncomfortable
My cousin got raped, she was fuckin' two
Her mom stay with the nigga 'cause she lonely too
Can I share my oops? Am I just like you?
Mom a rape baby too, is it in my roots?
Statutory, that's another story
Suicide on your mind when you start feeling déjà vu (Why? why? Why?)
No snacks in the crib, but we lived where the junkies live
Am I janky now? Is my heart too big?
I'm Aisha's kid, but I don't trust a bitch
Who came for my ribs 'cause I lie too much
Do I pray too much?
Am I even enough? Do I believe it enough?
If you open up my cabinet, my season is rough
Big brother on drugs, but he need a job, so l had to pee in his cup, oh, man
[Chorus: Ray Vaughn & Sydney Leona, Ray Vaughn, Sydney Leona]
Who knows a safe place for me to hide? (Me to hide, yeah)
When I feel like nothing's left inside (Ayy, ayy, okay)
So-and-so just called a hundred times (Hundred times, yeah)
I ain't pick it up 'cause I was cryin' (Cryin')
But I don't think you hear me (Why? Why not? Why? Why not?)
Can you hear me? (Why? Why not? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?)
Tell me, can you hear me? (Why? Why not? Why? Why not?)
Can you hear me? (Can you hear me?)
I know you hear me (I know you hear me)
[Outro: Ray Vaughn]
Who knows a safe place for me to hide?
When I feel like nothing's left inside
So-and-so just called a hundred times
I ain't pick it up 'cause I was cryin'
But I don't think you hear me
