Black Jesus

[Verse 1] Make sure I'm gettin' head in my obituary pictures Momma was an alcoholic, spilling liquor on the scripture Ain't got no red ink inside my tattoos 'Cause that's the same ink they used on giving us eviction In my district I'm a victim of Hennessy inside my diction But addiction got me drinking lean out the pitcher Been had buckets but I never had to roll a Swisher Toyota Celica, I drove it like I fuckin' built it Summer '07, pride shop legends Momma remarried but we living like peasants That's why when I love all my feelings sold separate Even though I'm tryna have faith like Evans But the hope don't mean nothing when it's difficult to cope And your step daddy's sellin' what he smoke Shots of Tikki Punches inside the fridge but he still take the coke While you watch your big brother overdose [Chorus] Is there a God inside my home? 'Cause I feel all alone Seems like I couldn't catch a break I couldn't catch a break I just can't catch a break, no What do I need, Father? Father, Father Can I just breathe, Father? Father, Father [Verse 2] I would've never got fingerprinted if I put it all in God's hands Still I don't give a fuck, know a hot damn Yeah, my pops ran to walk, either way I'm left behind Ain't paid for one haircut and I kept that in mind Looking for him, travel guide Words never matched the lies He ain't played baseball but nigga never bat an eye Taught me the biggest lesson in my motherfuckin' life Watch every nigga in your motherfuckin' life 'Cause anybody can use you like a gender-neutral bathroom Black mask, raccoons, Big Mac's, fast food I was in the rain, I stepped up, checked the dance moves I never followed class rules, my homework was past due My teachers used to think I'm funny 'cause I'm animated Ain't nothing funny, seeing my cousin get assassinated And so my niggas got us covered like we laminated But being broke was a disease, I was contaminated [Chorus] Is there a God inside my home? [Oh] 'Cause I feel all alone Seems like I couldn't catch a break I couldn't catch a break I just can't catch a break, no What do I need, Father? [Tell me, what do I need?] Father, Father Can I just breathe, Father? [Father, can I breathe?] Father, Father What do I need, Father? [Tell me, what do I need?] Father, Father Can I just breathe, Father?[Tell me] Father, Father [oh youuuu]