Noises

Noises are breaking in Noises of the past I can’t erase Sins carved in my ruthless heart Sins carved in my heavy skin Taken too much pain, taken too much grieve New moon that darkens the night The sun is red, signs of a bleeding past So give me more to drink Hearing seconds, cannonballs on the clock Just against me, and I’m Paralyzed, mesmerized, concentrated, sessiled All this shit makes me wanna die You still break down these walls in me And you’ll always be a part of me Moving through my skin and whispering in my ear Kiss me in my dreams and follow me to the deepest The darkest places To show you where my heart is Leave me alone, alone with myself Your love is a hell, a poison, a drug I will never get away from Take my heart, take a knife Cut you out, every piece of you, that’s stuck in my mind No need for a long search, just take the darkest parts And no need for hindsight, because I couldn’t stand it all any longer either way You still break down these walls in me And you’ll always be a part of me Moving through my skin and whispering in my ear Kiss me in my dreams and follow me to the deepest The darkest places To show you where my heart is Memories will fade out of my mind But still you’re anchored deep inside And you’ll never know, when it’s the time it strikes again Just to let you feel the pain again