Noises

Noises are breaking in

Noises of the past I can’t erase

Sins carved in my ruthless heart

Sins carved in my heavy skin

Taken too much pain, taken too much grieve

New moon that darkens the night

The sun is red, signs of a bleeding past

So give me more to drink

Hearing seconds, cannonballs on the clock

Just against me, and I’m

Paralyzed, mesmerized, concentrated, sessiled

All this shit makes me wanna die

You still break down these walls in me

And you’ll always be a part of me

Moving through my skin and whispering in my ear

Kiss me in my dreams and follow me to the deepest

The darkest places

To show you where my heart is

Leave me alone, alone with myself

Your love is a hell, a poison, a drug I will never get away from

Take my heart, take a knife

Cut you out, every piece of you, that’s stuck in my mind

No need for a long search, just take the darkest parts

And no need for hindsight, because I couldn’t stand it all any longer either way

You still break down these walls in me

And you’ll always be a part of me

Moving through my skin and whispering in my ear

Kiss me in my dreams and follow me to the deepest

The darkest places

To show you where my heart is

Memories will fade out of my mind

But still you’re anchored deep inside

And you’ll never know, when it’s the time it strikes again

Just to let you feel the pain again