Pain

[Verse 1] I ain’t been home in a month, I ain’t been sleep in a week I’m in love with the road, I’m so deep in the streets Remember when I was broke, look at me, I’m the man KP roll another one, let’s get high as we can ‘Member pops went to prison, unc’ took me inside Then unc’ went to prison and that shit whooped me inside I lost Deja to cancer, I just got over it I’m scared to love, so scared to get close again Me and my heart been outta touch all these years ‘Cause everything I touch with my heart, it disappear Everything that I love with my brain, it break easy No matter where I go I won’t change, the streets need me Niggas don’t fuck with my vision but watch me on TV Niggas don’t fuck with my music but bumpin’ my CD These bitches be so weird and confusin’, you can't please ‘em My lil’ brother fucked up bout the streets, he won’t leave ‘em Nigga gave me the game, showed me the licks I gave Kareem the game, I showed him the shit Kinda fucked up his life, I need to sit down and write him Had demons in my mind, was tryna fight ‘em Aye look, choppers and brand new Nikes make the life look excitin’ What about court cases, funerals, and indictments? But that’s another story, I’ll get back to that later Pops look at ya son, I’m out here chasin’ this paper In New York mama I just left double-XL Call grandma and tell her I just left double-XL Lawyer want me to win, these niggas want me to fail Know you want me to strive, want me to prevail Niggas be hatin’ still, but it throw me Niggas love to hate me but niggas don’t even know me Nigga tryna say Rod pussy, gon’ have to show me Actin’ like Fats and DLaine ain’t my OGs Actin’ like this SK won’t rip a nigga whole street He wanna beef ‘bout his bitch, I’d rather give her back Then we can beef ‘bout some gangsta shit after that Then we can beef ‘bout some gangsta shit after that [Hook] Yeah dawg You want pain, I can give you pain (yeah dawg) Lord knows I can give you pain (yeah dawg) Pray to God I never love again (yeah dawg) I pray to God I never trust again (yeah dawg) [Outro] Look, look Yeah dawg Yeah dawg Yeah dawg Brrr