Pain

[Verse 1]

I ain’t been home in a month, I ain’t been sleep in a week

I’m in love with the road, I’m so deep in the streets

Remember when I was broke, look at me, I’m the man

KP roll another one, let’s get high as we can

‘Member pops went to prison, unc’ took me inside

Then unc’ went to prison and that shit whooped me inside

I lost Deja to cancer, I just got over it

I’m scared to love, so scared to get close again

Me and my heart been outta touch all these years

‘Cause everything I touch with my heart, it disappear

Everything that I love with my brain, it break easy

No matter where I go I won’t change, the streets need me

Niggas don’t fuck with my vision but watch me on TV

Niggas don’t fuck with my music but bumpin’ my CD

These bitches be so weird and confusin’, you can't please ‘em

My lil’ brother fucked up bout the streets, he won’t leave ‘em

Nigga gave me the game, showed me the licks

I gave Kareem the game, I showed him the shit

Kinda fucked up his life, I need to sit down and write him

Had demons in my mind, was tryna fight ‘em

Aye look, choppers and brand new Nikes make the life look excitin’

What about court cases, funerals, and indictments?

But that’s another story, I’ll get back to that later

Pops look at ya son, I’m out here chasin’ this paper

In New York mama I just left double-XL

Call grandma and tell her I just left double-XL

Lawyer want me to win, these niggas want me to fail

Know you want me to strive, want me to prevail

Niggas be hatin’ still, but it throw me

Niggas love to hate me but niggas don’t even know me

Nigga tryna say Rod pussy, gon’ have to show me

Actin’ like Fats and DLaine ain’t my OGs

Actin’ like this SK won’t rip a nigga whole street

He wanna beef ‘bout his bitch, I’d rather give her back

Then we can beef ‘bout some gangsta shit after that

Then we can beef ‘bout some gangsta shit after that

[Hook]

Yeah dawg

You want pain, I can give you pain (yeah dawg)

Lord knows I can give you pain (yeah dawg)

Pray to God I never love again (yeah dawg)

I pray to God I never trust again (yeah dawg)

[Outro]

Look, look

Yeah dawg

Yeah dawg

Yeah dawg

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