distance

I had you on the phone, I heard you were mine I've been on the run since you walked through the hallway Heard it all before, I don't even mind I'll do anything, pull me in and I'm far away You're right there But I won't say that I'm standing I'm right here, when I see you I panic So scared of the way it might pan out Well I don't wanna say that this was all it was Trying not to stay but that just made it worse I've been keeping my distance But I just wanna know what you're thinking I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone, I don't have the words I'm so bad at playing along, saving my feelings I've been keeping my distance I talked about it last night, thought I was fine Helped you pack your things, put your bags in the hallway Maybe in a past life, problems aside We could make it home, I'd hear you when you're calling You're right there, yeah But I won't say that I'm standing I'm right here, when I see you I panic So scared of the way it might pan out I don't wanna say that this was all it was Trying not to stay but that just made it worse I've been keeping my distance I just wanna know what you're thinking I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone, I don't have the words I'm so bad at playing along, saving my feelings I've been keeping my distance I've been feeling so high on the way down Hope I get another chance 'cause I know I wouldn't Wouldn't let you pass by, wouldn't even think twice Let you out of my mind, I don't even know why I've been feeling so high on the way down Said you treated me bad 'cause you know I couldn't You know I couldn't I don't wanna say that this was all it was Trying not to stay but that just made it worse I've been keeping my distance I just wanna know that you're thinking I just can't explain the way it hurts Now that what we had is gone, I don't have the words I'm so bad at playing along, saving my feelings I've been keeping my distance