I'm Fine

[Verse 1] Time is flying I'd be lying if I said it’s fine But when I turn the pages I've been aging like I'm wine Off to the races, different places shaping my design They said I need to stop I dropped the baggage and blew through the signs Afraid that I’m not living I might work myself to death But if I stop the work the reaper's hands around my neck Tried to take a long shot, I ain't stupid it's a stretch Never tried to draw me now everybody lookin' sketch Yeah, well I guess that's how it goes I walk a road full of ghosts and broken dreams and the bones Keep high, I'll land as I go It's getting thicker and cold Shit, I just hope that I can find the way home [Chorus] I wish that I could just rewind Let it go and turn back time And leave all of the stress behind I just wanna run away don’t wanna go another day where I’m lying to myself “I'm fine” I’m telling myself all the time Ignoring all the warning signs I could feel it in my chest Now I'm choking on my breath I'll keep lying to myself “I'm fine” [Verse 2] My family across the country, I Got a girl but where I’m at it's 6 and where she at it's 9 Distance pushed the love that's been existent to a distance time I tried to get a jump and pump, ballistics been resistant Fine, I'll fight another year while I'm wiping all these tears In a place where I don't think I'll survive another here I've Been blacking out on weekends hoping I can smother fear Under the weather, funny how it's just an endless here [Chorus] I wish that I could just rewind Let it go and turn back time And leave all of the stress behind I just wanna run away don't wanna go another day where I'm lying to myself “I'm fine” I'm telling myself all the time Ignoring all the warning signs I could feel it in my chest Now I'm choking on my breath I'll keep lying to myself “I'm fine” [Bridge] Please never let me fade away I may be far but don't you ever stay away I promise that I'll never let our love decay Just promise me I won't disintegrate! [Chorus] (Rewind) Let it go and turn back time And leave all of the stress behind I just wanna run away don't wanna go another day where I'm lying to myself “I'm fine” I'm telling myself all the time Ignoring all the warning signs I could feel it in my chest Now I'm choking on my breath I'll keep lying to myself “I'm fine”