Engine

My quest is simple

A desire i'm trying to feed

Ever since aware of myself

Consciousness - just being there to bleed

Eyesore for others - since the day i was born

I feel the guilt for being me

I feel the shame for being bron

I feel the engine

I've already begun to feel dead

If notfor the people that surround

I would drift away or fall apart

Dissolve my being without a sound

The engine...the core..the focus of my world

Occupying, fueling...uncoupling my two selfs to be heard

I know nobody

I'm known by none

Non being

Nothing to anyone

I have no passions

I have no friends

I need the engine

..to repent

...my only sin..to repent my only sin!!!!

...to...repent...

...to...repent...

I'm only me