Engine

My quest is simple A desire i'm trying to feed Ever since aware of myself Consciousness - just being there to bleed Eyesore for others - since the day i was born I feel the guilt for being me I feel the shame for being bron I feel the engine I've already begun to feel dead If notfor the people that surround I would drift away or fall apart Dissolve my being without a sound The engine...the core..the focus of my world Occupying, fueling...uncoupling my two selfs to be heard I know nobody I'm known by none Non being Nothing to anyone I have no passions I have no friends I need the engine ..to repent ...my only sin..to repent my only sin!!!! ...to...repent... ...to...repent... I'm only me The body The engine!!! Tear down the body Dismantle my inner structure Destroy the shell that contains my soul ...my soul... Become the engine