Engine

My quest is simple

A desire i'm trying to feed

Ever since aware of myself

Consciousness - just being there to bleed

Eyesore for others - since the day i was born

I feel the guilt for being me

I feel the shame for being bron

I feel the engine

I've already begun to feel dead

If notfor the people that surround

I would drift away or fall apart

Dissolve my being without a sound

The engine...the core..the focus of my world

Occupying, fueling...uncoupling my two selfs to be heard

I know nobody

I'm known by none

Non being

Nothing to anyone

I have no passions

I have no friends

I need the engine

..to repent

...my only sin..to repent my only sin!!!!

...to...repent...

...to...repent...

I'm only me

The body

The engine!!!

Tear down the body

Dismantle my inner structure

Destroy the shell that contains my soul

...my soul...

Become the engine