White Lie

Now you're gone I don't know how to feel Say Goodbye then it hit me for real Suffer in silence 'Cause I can't take the truth, keep my grieving quiet (shh) Tell a white lie I dug the grave feet away From the main house in the ground hill lays It was such a shame, what a waste Boys die young every fucking day So just cut the cake, celebrate No more tears, it's your special day We gon' numb the pain, wish and paint Life goes on, Mrs. Adélaïde You got more to give, soars to see One day that lump in your throat will clear And you'll catch yourself, open arms Broke her back digging up the past So take off the black, come downstairs The party's going on and I want you there We gon' celebrate Come downstairs we gon' celebrate Now you're gone I don't know how to feel Say Goodbye then it hit me for real Suffer in silence 'Cause I can't take the truth, keep my grieving quiet (shh) Tell a white lie Tell me something I wanna know everything about you If I did, you would wish that I had never told you Tell me something I wanna know everything about you (shh) Tell a white lie On my own again, alone again Sick of chasing M's tryna phone a friend All of my friends are lonely men You are my opium And there's a side I don't show and it stifle me slow I'm not like you baby I don't like to be choked This the only life I know and a life in a joke Put a --- in your throat just to lighten the load 'Cause I made it out the gutter I got mud all on my knees I had to struggle for a meal And now I struggle just to feel Struggle in the field Tryna fuck you out those heels And I fuck because the doctor Said these drugs will help me heal So I put Henny in my belly and it's got me feeling heavy Having trouble standing steady I got troubles way too many And I'll tell you when I'm ready, got a heart and it's cold Man, I feel like Ben and Jerry, got a heart and it's cold Now you're gone I don't know how to feel Say Goodbye then it hit me for real Suffer in silence 'Cause I can't take the truth, keep my grieving quiet (shh) Tell a white lie