White Lie

Now you're gone I don't know how to feel
Say Goodbye then it hit me for real
Suffer in silence
'Cause I can't take the truth, keep my grieving quiet (shh)
Tell a white lie

I dug the grave feet away
From the main house in the ground hill lays
It was such a shame, what a waste
Boys die young every fucking day
So just cut the cake, celebrate
No more tears, it's your special day
We gon' numb the pain, wish and paint
Life goes on, Mrs. Adélaïde
You got more to give, soars to see
One day that lump in your throat will clear
And you'll catch yourself, open arms
Broke her back digging up the past
So take off the black, come downstairs
The party's going on and I want you there
We gon' celebrate
Come downstairs we gon' celebrate

Now you're gone I don't know how to feel
Say Goodbye then it hit me for real
Suffer in silence
'Cause I can't take the truth, keep my grieving quiet (shh)
Tell a white lie

Tell me something I wanna know everything about you
If I did, you would wish that I had never told you
Tell me something I wanna know everything about you (shh)
Tell a white lie

On my own again, alone again
Sick of chasing M's tryna phone a friend
All of my friends are lonely men
You are my opium
And there's a side I don't show and it stifle me slow
I'm not like you baby I don't like to be choked
This the only life I know and a life in a joke
Put a --- in your throat just to lighten the load
'Cause I made it out the gutter
I got mud all on my knees
I had to struggle for a meal
And now I struggle just to feel
Struggle in the field
Tryna fuck you out those heels
And I fuck because the doctor
Said these drugs will help me heal
So I put Henny in my belly and it's got me feeling heavy
Having trouble standing steady I got troubles way too many
And I'll tell you when I'm ready, got a heart and it's cold
Man, I feel like Ben and Jerry, got a heart and it's cold

Now you're gone I don't know how to feel
Say Goodbye then it hit me for real
Suffer in silence
'Cause I can't take the truth, keep my grieving quiet (shh)
Tell a white lie