‎i'm not okay

[Intro] There's nothing you can do to stop it [Chorus: sadeyes] I'm not okay I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away I never change, I never change I'm not okay I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away I never change, I never change, I ne-ne- [Verse 1: Lil Xtra] I'm still the same as I've been and it's getting borin' I'm not okay but I guеss it's really not important I hold myself back, too scared of movin' on I'm lyin' through my fuckin' teeth whеn I say nothing's wrong There's nothin' going on, I'm just too fuckin' shallow I can't keep going on, afraid of my own shadow It's every single day, too many fears to face I just wanted you to know (What? Why?) [Chorus: sadeyes] I'm not okay I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away I never change, I never change I'm not okay I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away I never change, I never change, I ne-ne- [Verse 2: nothing,nowhere.] Yeah, tryna find beauty in the pain Tired of feelin' blue and seein' rain Need to find a way to rearrange Always keep on sayin' I'ma change, right (Huh? Right, ha) Thought that I would've been better by now Part of me's stuck and it's pullin' me down I wanted to change but I didn't know how So why can't I get out the way? All the things that I wanted to say Let me go and forget my name, my name [Chorus: sadeyes] I'm not okay I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away I never change, I never change I'm not okay I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame Every single tear is wiped away I never change, I never change, I ne-ne- [Outro] Some man will get the atomic bomb And, um, just blow the world into oblivion