pretty sad

I know when I write this you won't like it, yeah I'm sad Wishing you would smile when your heart's under attack Yeah I'm breathing really heavy' baby please don't turn your back I be talking out our problems when you miss your mom and dad You miss them bad too' tell me when I ask you Love your authenticity' you're pretty but you're sad too You know I always love you even if I don't have too Baby, you're my everything I'm sorry for my bad mood Baby girl, I trust you more than I can put in words I'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts You be crying every night it's not depression it's a curse You're the girl that I've been Fighting for but you think you're the worst It's like every time I look into your eyes I swear Nothing in the world could ever compare (no) When I fell for you I dove Finally I'm happy' honestly I lost hope Do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face Does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake Do you see me in your dreams, do I haunt you in your sleep Do you wish that I was someone else you wanted me to be I can't take it all the pressure on my back Wishin' I was different we both blame it on my past I can't even act right, I don't ever sleep Wishin' I was everything you wanted me to be No' I can't take this I've been breaking, you stay on my mind Half the time I write about you I don't wanna try It's like every time I look into your eyes I swear Nothing in the world could ever compare (no) When I fell for you I dove Finally I'm happy, honestly I lost hope I can't even take it all I ever do is stress out Feeling like I'm light it's like I never put the pen down Murder every line every time I'm a threat bro Killing ever track like I got a fucking death note