INTERNETKID

[Verse] My mother taught me look both ways before crossing the road And I taught myself I can't get hurt if I don't leave my home Today's perception of beauty is a lie and condescending It seems like only when you take your own life that everyone starts caring Anything you want then we'll start Fire alight from this tree bark Ever so elegant see stars Making me bleed from my wrist scars How I'm feeling is beyond me Tell me how you're feeling honestly Rip out the strands from your blonde weave My head filled with air like my palm tree but- At least he gets it Resurrecting infected My spit is contagious Dirty mind, I'm so outrageous Turn the page, it's nameless Condiments but I name everything I own Maybe because I'm lost, stupid, numb, dumb and alone You're all I see and it makes me blind Thinking about you I lose my mind Seeing your face, I get butterflies Need to relax and just realize You don't care about me and I'm not surprised Darker days of this sunshine Fuck this light and this sun rise Why do I run to you every time? Like– [Bridge] Write by myself health is what I focus on Fuck it, I'm giving up Where's the shots I want another one I think I miss my daddy 'Hey Maz you should be happy' Thanks for more good now you killed me Look I'm fine and dandy [Verse] I'm just irrelevant don't mind me Everyone says fuck society But says you seek attention if you claim to have anxiety Look– It's out the question Some suffer from depression It pains me to think people say they have it just for attention When there is people that actually suffer but they will never mention By lying to your peers, tell me, who are you impressing? But there's a girl that cries wolf, no one believes her expression She's sitting there depressed knowing you've got the wrong impression