INTERNETKID

[Verse]

My mother taught me look both ways before crossing the road

And I taught myself I can't get hurt if I don't leave my home

Today's perception of beauty is a lie and condescending

It seems like only when you take your own life that everyone starts caring

Anything you want then we'll start

Fire alight from this tree bark

Ever so elegant see stars

Making me bleed from my wrist scars

How I'm feeling is beyond me

Tell me how you're feeling honestly

Rip out the strands from your blonde weave

My head filled with air like my palm tree but-

At least he gets it

Resurrecting infected

My spit is contagious

Dirty mind, I'm so outrageous

Turn the page, it's nameless

Condiments but I name everything I own

Maybe because I'm lost, stupid, numb, dumb and alone

You're all I see and it makes me blind

Thinking about you I lose my mind

Seeing your face, I get butterflies

Need to relax and just realize

You don't care about me and I'm not surprised

Darker days of this sunshine

Fuck this light and this sun rise

Why do I run to you every time? Like–

[Bridge]

Write by myself health is what I focus on

Fuck it, I'm giving up

Where's the shots

I want another one

I think I miss my daddy

'Hey Maz you should be happy'

Thanks for more good now you killed me

Look I'm fine and dandy

[Verse]

I'm just irrelevant don't mind me

Everyone says fuck society

But says you seek attention if you claim to have anxiety

Look–

It's out the question

Some suffer from depression

It pains me to think people say they have it just for attention

When there is people that actually suffer but they will never mention

By lying to your peers, tell me, who are you impressing?

But there's a girl that cries wolf, no one believes her expression

She's sitting there depressed knowing you've got the wrong impression