IsThisReal?

KIRAW I feel numb, is this real? I feel numb, I can't feel shit, shit, shit, uh Lost all my self-control, drifting off a lot, ayy Pieces of my fucking soul, had to switch them up, ayy Leave me on my fucking own, myself's all I've got, ayy Drag me to that place you call hell, yeah, I ain't forgot it Keep all the faith in the fast track Yeah, I still move like a mad man Fuck it, I'm still in my damn bag Numb's just how I feel The motions just keeping me abstract Pissed off at all of my flashbacks Can't change the fact that I'm down bad Numb's just how I feel I feel numb, is this real? I feel numb, I can't feel shit, shit, shit, uh Lost all my self-control, drifting off a lot, ayy Pieces of my fucking soul, had to switch them up, ayy Leave me on my fucking own, myself's all I've got, ayy Drag me to that place you call hell, yeah, I ain't forgot it Real? I've been 'round the world from my hurt, now nothing feels real Now we back to work, it's my turn, about to fuck it up for real I ain't fucking with nobody, fam, nothing feels real And you'll be gone, believe it, believe it "Pu- pu- pull up that boy, wheel up, wheel!"