IsThisReal?

KIRAW

I feel numb, is this real?
I feel numb, I can't feel shit, shit, shit, uh
Lost all my self-control, drifting off a lot, ayy
Pieces of my fucking soul, had to switch them up, ayy
Leave me on my fucking own, myself's all I've got, ayy
Drag me to that place you call hell, yeah, I ain't forgot it

Keep all the faith in the fast track
Yeah, I still move like a mad man
Fuck it, I'm still in my damn bag
Numb's just how I feel
The motions just keeping me abstract
Pissed off at all of my flashbacks
Can't change the fact that I'm down bad
Numb's just how I feel

I feel numb, is this real?
I feel numb, I can't feel shit, shit, shit, uh
Lost all my self-control, drifting off a lot, ayy
Pieces of my fucking soul, had to switch them up, ayy
Leave me on my fucking own, myself's all I've got, ayy
Drag me to that place you call hell, yeah, I ain't forgot it

Real?
I've been 'round the world from my hurt, now nothing feels real
Now we back to work, it's my turn, about to fuck it up for real
I ain't fucking with nobody, fam, nothing feels real

And you'll be gone, believe it, believe it
"Pu- pu- pull up that boy, wheel up, wheel!"