Try To Heal

It always works out the same I'm never in on the game And no one's held to account for their part in the blame So hold me down, hands on my throat Declare your love, then choke me out It's all my fault I should have known how to make you feel better It's making so much sense to me now It's tragic 'cause it felt so real This ending is it's own beginning Now I can finally try to heal And all throughout this embrace You smile then spit in my face Although I want to believe, I know words are in vain So hold me now and whisper lies Just stay a while, I'd rather die It's all my fault I know I've shown that I'm just dead inside It's making so much sense to me now It's tragic 'cause it felt so real This ending is it's own beginning Now I can finally try to heal Now this is just an epitaph And you won't ever own me 'Cause I have been to hell and back With a pocketful of posies I fall down I fall down I fall down I fall down It's making so much sense to me now It's tragic 'cause it felt so real This ending is its own beginning Now I can finally try to heal It's making so much sense to me now It's tragic 'cause it felt so real This ending is it's own beginning Now I can finally try to heal I fall down I fall down I fall down I fall down