Try To Heal

It always works out the same
I'm never in on the game
And no one's held to account for their part in the blame
So hold me down, hands on my throat
Declare your love, then choke me out
It's all my fault
I should have known how to make you feel better
It's making so much sense to me now
It's tragic 'cause it felt so real
This ending is it's own beginning
Now I can finally try to heal

And all throughout this embrace
You smile then spit in my face
Although I want to believe, I know words are in vain
So hold me now and whisper lies
Just stay a while, I'd rather die
It's all my fault
I know I've shown that I'm just dead inside
It's making so much sense to me now
It's tragic 'cause it felt so real
This ending is it's own beginning
Now I can finally try to heal

Now this is just an epitaph
And you won't ever own me
'Cause I have been to hell and back
With a pocketful of posies
I fall down
I fall down
I fall down
I fall down

It's making so much sense to me now
It's tragic 'cause it felt so real
This ending is its own beginning
Now I can finally try to heal
It's making so much sense to me now
It's tragic 'cause it felt so real
This ending is it's own beginning
Now I can finally try to heal
I fall down
I fall down
I fall down
I fall down