On The Edge Of Another One

I don't need time passing to tell me that I'm scared Don't need wild mornings to march me faster home I need consultations with my finest advisories And bathing in money that I made on my own I don't need to know about what you are doing now Or who knew all about the others you preferred I need careful lessons learned and breaths took deeper And resignation to the fact this is my lot You don't know me, but how could you? You don't like me, and why would you? I watch you eat and think how freeing it must be to not Let consequence addle your every thought The mindless passing of my only calling has rendered me Shocking to the people that I love Do the mornings frighten you? Does my body please you? Do you trust when I say to you I'm fine just having fun? I could open up to you the idea of you But I'm just too tired to finish what I might start You don't know me, but how could you? You don't like me, and why would you?