Delusional

Take me back to my initiation, I don't really wanna talk about it I had never had enough patience, I don't really wanna wait awhile Though I feel better now Life stops when you're not around Devil inside my veins, maybe it's in the strain, yeah Blowing on Bloody Mary, waiting here for the bang Bones inside my mind, rob my vision, make it change Lately, I barely recognize your face Oh, I'll light the torch but I won't lead the way This a journey, you will have to be the one to face Still, she look at me like it's my fault I think she's delusional Apple in my Ciroq, I am not who you thought I am much worse than I should've been Pulling me by the hair, she is on top my back I had never thought you would devolve to that I put my hand on the top my heart Baby, wherever you are, I ain't far Cookie and cheese and my hand getting sparked Roll up the window, let's smoke in the car Tats on my chest and on both of my arms This shit too deadly, I'm blowing on sars All of my fingers, they covered in tar Res' on the front of my shirt, on the shark I just hope you could see what I mean Three gram blunt in the garage leave a smokescreen I don't care 'cause I'm barely here, I swear Kush in the air, medicate my mind, I swear Devil inside my veins, maybe it's in the strain, yeah Blowing on Bloody Mary, waiting here for the bang Bones inside my mind, rob my vision, make it change Lately, I barely recognize your face Oh, I'll light the torch but I won't lead the way This a journey, you will have to be the one to face Still, she look at me like it's my fault I think she's delusional Blade in my shirt, knife in my shirt If we had beef, I'd get you first Look at my friend over there in the hood He finna treat you like you was the worst I'm double stuffing my papers with purp Look how it burn, Amiri my jeans Ferri my waist with the Ralph on my piece I am a come up I'm finally feeling myself and I flex how I want all despite how I was brought up I duck and finesse and I bob and I weave 'til I get me some shit that I wanna I am not much of a talker, I blew up and got me some stalkers I hear my phone going off but I rarely'll grab for that shit 'cause it's not her Take me back to my initiation, I don't really wanna talk about it I had never had enough patience, I don't really wanna wait awhile Though I feel better now Life stops when you're not around Devil inside my veins, maybe it's in the strain, yeah Blowing on Bloody Mary, waiting here for the bang Bones inside my mind, rob my vision, make it change Lately, I barely recognize your face Oh, I'll light the torch but I won't lead the way This a journey, you will have to be the one to face Still, she look at me like it's my fault I think she's delusional