Myth

Really I'm amazed, really I'm amazed I spent my whole life inside this cold state (Scotty!) Now I change pace We both know you never said the same New friends turn to old friends to new hate And old friends either close friends or good fakes I scrub my brain with a toothbrush to purge hate If you ain't with me, you against me or you two faced In this life, I could go one of only two ways Old names on my tongue would leave a bad taste Old names in my phone carry that heavy weight Old names in phone keep getting erased Oh, you love me but you hate me, I'm like true say Guess you buddy up at night and leave a new day I move miles in my mind without a suitcase Apartment walls with cigarette smell and white paste This life is fast, you might just miss it if you look away I feel I'm driving past a scene that's in a foot race I know they recognize me but we don't see the same face I been eating every day but I ain't gain weight Oh, you think I'm dead and gone? well, that's a myth I have shaky hands but I have never missed I spent my whole life just working up to this If you think you'll rob me of it think again If you think you'll rob me of it think again I'd knock down the door if they don't let me in I know you thought I'd take an L but this my second wind I'm going way too hard every night Drank in my cup double up get ice I could see in a room with no lights Fire in his heart make it turn to ice This shit hitting hard like it always does Told me I'm on top but I always was You ain't got the strength to carry on Guess you made a home in the mud Yeah, I'm too lit now You shoulda never dug me up And you ain't on shit now Truth be told, you never really was Oh, you think I'm dead and gone? well, that's a myth I have shaky hands but I have never missed I spent my whole life just working up to this If you think you'll rob me of it think again If you think you'll rob me of it think again I'd knock down the door if they don't let me in I know you thought I'd take an L but this my second wind