Father

There's a darkness where you left me In this hole, I have made a home In this deep blue where it takes me Feels stronger when I'm alone But lonely don't seem to do In the glowing of the morning, in the dawning of the day Couldn't bring you back to where you would stay And I wanna call my mother, but she'll just make me feel bad About how long it's been since she has heard my voice on the phone And my fucking father won't leave me alone And I called my mother, and she told me what to say And she read my horoscope, what did the tarot cards say? And I'm growing older, don't need much from you But I thank you for all that you got me through But I'm finally ready Yes, I'm finally ready I'm finally ready I am ready to go at it alone