Stability

'Cause There's no stability in this situation I don't know what you're thinking I don't know what you're feeling I don't think that you want me I don't want to have to deal yet I don't see what you're seeing Now you're just a regret And I don't want to Squander this beautiful mess We made and I played along But I have to see what's next I know that life came fast at you And you weren't ready yet But I can't wait any longer While you aimlessly wonder I know you really want me But I don't want have to pretend That I don't have reservations Because of past events And I don't want to Squander this beautiful mess We made and I played along But I have to see what's next What's next in this life, and I'll try To let you down softly But I have to be real with myself 'Cause it's the only life I get