The Need

[Intro] (I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAD) [Verse 1] I'm crackin' and opened my heart wide Dyin' for one day of happyness Your remedies hypnotize I never say stop but you do (And the clock keeps tickin', the rules aren't written) I'm tryin' to remember how to make up my mind (The clock keeps tickin', the rules aren't written) Forgotten doesn't mean that it's forgiven this time [Chorus] By myself (Myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (Myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on, (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin) It's all too much to take in I can't hold on, (to anything watchin' еverything spin) With thoughts of failure sinking in [Verse 2] I write all thе memories down All over my skin Hopin' it'll snap me out When this happens again (And the clock keeps tickin', the rules aren't written) I'm tryin' to remember how to make up my mind (The clock keeps tickin', the rules aren't written) Forgotten doesn't mean that it's forgiven this time [Chorus] By myself (Myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (Myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on, (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin) It's all too much to take in I can't hold on, (to anything watchin' everything spin) With thoughts of failure sinking in [Breakdown] (La, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la La-la-la) [Chorus] By myself (Myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (Myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on, (to what I want when I'm stretched so thin) It's all too much to take in I can't hold on, (to anything watchin' everything spin) With thoughts of failure sinking in