The Convert

I forgot I was loving you Disappeared for an hour or two And I came to on a cold, wood floor And I didn't feel so good anymore Now we clasp our hands And we make demands That the clouds will say what's wrong with you now And we had big plans Now alone we stand In the crowd and they're not even laughing out loud They don't care I'll shut my eyes and let tv Whisper, laugh and talk to me And I'll curl up tight inside my head Killing time 'til the whole day is dead And I'll clasp my hands And I'll make demands That the clouds are asking what's wrong with him now And I had big plans Now alone I stand In the crowd and they're not even laughing out loud They don't care God, take that sound away If you've got something to say Say it now It's fake and I need you not to be fake And don't care how you make me feel Just so you're real Once I saw my face in a bathroom mirror And I didn't know that I was here But I knew my eyes and I knew my hands I knew God would now listen to all my demands And the sky opened up And God interrupted The Earth stopped dying and stopped giving birth And when I came to on the cold, wood floor Well, I didn't feel so good anymore And all that sure love And all their sweet words I'd forgotten I'd felt and forgotten I'd heard That was was clear And is now so blurred and smeared And your love felt more pure And your love felt more pure once your voice disappeared