Disguise

My memories have died In the darkest place I'll hide There's whisper in my ear Saying everythings alright Set aside all of my pride See the world from your own eyes There's a twist to what's been told I can feel it in my spine Patiently waiting 'til I'm facing satan I wanted to ask him the cause of the aching I'll never get through it, the pains deeply rooted The moment I meet you, I knew I was ruined I'm working for peace, you're shooting my doves I wantеd to breathe, you're fucking it up Thе needle is sharp, I'm loving the rush Blackout by noon, there's no waking me up Stay down Cause I'm free-falling straight to Hell Why now? You decide to notice I'm not well Search for love I'll never find Mind is scattered, I'm too high Suffer sober, what a crime Feelings gone, I'm dead inside Beaten, broken, lost to time Wear a mask for my disguise Bet it all, I'm losing life Blood runs out like ocean tides My memories have died In the darkest place I'll hide There's whisper in my ear Saying everythings alright Set aside all of my pride See the world from your own eyes There's a twist to what's been told I can feel it in my spine