Disguise

My memories have died
In the darkest place I'll hide
There's whisper in my ear
Saying everythings alright
Set aside all of my pride
See the world from your own eyes
There's a twist to what's been told
I can feel it in my spine

Patiently waiting 'til I'm facing satan
I wanted to ask him the cause of the aching
I'll never get through it, the pains deeply rooted
The moment I meet you, I knew I was ruined
I'm working for peace, you're shooting my doves
I wantеd to breathe, you're fucking it up
Thе needle is sharp, I'm loving the rush
Blackout by noon, there's no waking me up

Stay down
Cause I'm free-falling straight to Hell
Why now?
You decide to notice I'm not well

Search for love I'll never find
Mind is scattered, I'm too high
Suffer sober, what a crime
Feelings gone, I'm dead inside
Beaten, broken, lost to time
Wear a mask for my disguise
Bet it all, I'm losing life
Blood runs out like ocean tides

My memories have died
In the darkest place I'll hide
There's whisper in my ear
Saying everythings alright
Set aside all of my pride
See the world from your own eyes
There's a twist to what's been told
I can feel it in my spine