All Alone

[Chorus] Somebody once tried to tell me Don't depend on anybody Yet I'm begging you for help So won't you save me from myself Somebody come save me please I'm reaching for your hand to hold To let me know I'm not alone Please anybody try to stop me [Verse 1] I don't really like to go there Cause I don't know how to leave And once I'm in I'm in there deep So it gets kinda hard to breathe I'm all alone again My so called friends just lеft me here to bleed Now I'm laid out on thе pavement Hoping someone hears me scream Each incision represents A certain secret that I keep Yeah I make bad decisions And I don't know how to grieve And though you behaved the cruelest I'm the one that truly loses So for me this feels so useless Why did you have to do this to me [Chorus] Somebody once tried to tell me Don't depend on anybody Yet I'm begging you for help So why don't you save me from myself Somebody come save me please I'm reaching for your hand to hold To let me know I'm not alone Please anybody try to stop me [Verse 2] So what are you supposed to do When you don't wanna wake up When you feel so god damn hopeless That you just don't give a fuck Sick from being up all night Reminisce in twisted shit Wishin I did somethin different Wondering why the fuck I didn't Hyperventilating till I have no breath left But I'm just adding to the weight Of the bricks left on my chest The secrets eat up slowly till I bleed And I hate everything I am Because this wasn't how it's supposed to be Now I'm lost all alone in a sea of sorrow No one cares about me So I don't care about tomorrow When they say they wanna help me It just feels like a trap My mind is damaged How the fuck do you fix that Lost all alone in a sea of sorrow No one cares about me So I don't care about tomorrow When they say they wanna help me It just feels like a trap My mind is damaged How the fuck do you fix that [Chorus] Somebody once tried to tell me Don't depend on anybody Yet I'm begging you for help So why don't you save me from myself Somebody come save me please I'm reaching for your hand to hold To let me know I'm not alone Please anybody try to stop me [Verse 3] So just back up and give me a second to breathe See I just need a minute I don't want you to leave But this could have been avoided Had you just fucking warned me Didn't scorn me and insist To make me out like a liar Leave me to burn in the fire As a sat there and scorched Consuming everything around me Like a human torch Cause only then when you feel Like you can't take anymore pain Will you gain some perspective And just admit you've gone insane So what are you supposed to do When you don't wanna wake up When you feel so god damn hopeless That you just don't give a fuck Sick from being up all night Reminisce in twisted shit Wishin' I did somethin different Wondering why the fuck I didn't Hyperventilating till I have no breath left But I'm just adding to the weight Of the bricks left on my chest The secrets eat up slowly till I bleed And I hate everything that I am because This wasn't how it's supposed to be