Bad Luck

I'm sorry I was abandoned i got some mommy issues Maybe my problem with leaving and thoughts involving utensils Maybe uni-bombing my mental and stalling my schedule How many days I'm able to let go Or reach for potential It involves you Or maybe it don't Tryna to say that i won't Better luck you becoming the pope No you know what it is You know what it is You dumb downed insecure I'm being a bitch I'm being a dick Can i get a grip I'm not tryna flip I just needed a hug I needed some love Can I get a kiss No we just hated the world We see that your pissed The reason your walking around talking that shit You're not happy Uh and it is what it is I love everybody inside of my inner circle I am not afraid to hurt you Fake a hater then desert you With a side of fuck off No bubbly for shit to pop off Reality doesn't seem to hit You're so soft Lost soul i see you Searching for the truth A fight for affection A fight we always lose She's obsessed with perfection and always being the best And though she knows she's no where close everywhere she wants to get She's gotta lotta hope that shell grow up to be the greatest But she can never focus No she just can't seem to shake it She was she was just a little baby When they left her all alone I bet her first words were save me Someone please give me a home I don't deserve to be abandoned I only ever wanted love Man i don't need no fancy mansion Just a mother fuckin' hug You think that you have seen and heard it all before I'm here to tell you that you could be so much more Than what they think of you or what they try to say Your'e gonna grow to be a badass anyway Lost soul I hear you Searching for the truth A fight for affection A fight we always lose I see you fighting for your life And i can tell it's getting hard Pissed you can't let But baby that's the hardest part The second you forgive Is the the second that you restart The power to be infinite is hidden in your heart Everybody's gotta a story Wants to burn a couple pages And you've done it all your life So you've gotten used to faking But take it day by day And your pain will start fade And you'll tap into something So intense you'll wonder where it came Lost soul I hear you Searching for the truth A fight for affection A fight we always lose