why me

Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh There was a time when I was young and innocent That was before I let everybody, get in my head Before the trauma All the lies and all the pain Before I hurt so bad, I had to change my name Before manipulations Cracked foundations Moments that would test my patience Prayers to God to take it all away Before I felt all of the self blame eat at me Before I felt the devil crushing me, and nobody could hear me scream Before I asked God "Why me?" I've been loyal I've been patient I've said, "Hallowed be thy name" I didn't ask to be a pawn in this wicked little game There was a time when I had no doubt in mind Thought that I was chosen Wouldn't lose no hope in you Then I got older Rocks turned into boulders World fell on my, shoulders The thought of death became kinda comforting I wondered when death was going to come for me I've been loyal I've been patient I've said, "Hallowed be thy name" I didn't ask to be a part of this wicked little game Every man of God I asked said that I should be ashamed So I had to tell myself, that I am not the one to blame Oh I am not the one to blame I am not the one to blame I'm not the one who should be shamed Ohh, there was a time There was a time when I was young and innocent That was before I let everybody, get in my head Before the trauma All the lies and all the pain Before I hurt so bad, I had to change my name Before manipulations Cracked foundations Moments that would test my patience Prayers to God to take it all away Before I felt all of the self-blame eat at me Before I felt the devil crushing me and nobody could hear me scream Before I asked God "Why me?" There was a time when I was young and innocent That was before I let everybody, get in my head Before the trauma All the lies and all the pain Before I hurt so bad, I had to change my name Before manipulations Cracked foundations Moments that would test my patience Prayers to God to take it all away (take it all away) Before I felt all of the self blame eat at me Before I felt the devil crushing me, and nobody could hear me scream Before I asked God "Why me?" Why me?