Give You Anything

[Intro] This is all your fucking fault You ended my fucking life After everything I fucking did for you You not gon' fucking talk to me You did this to me, you ended my fucking life And Teddy should've blown your fucking head off Fuck you bitch, fuck you, you fucking did this shit to me, you did this shit to me You fucking did this, you ended my fucking life Fuck you bitch [Verse 1] My reflection in visiting room glass made of plastic Staring at a sacrifice who made it everlasting It turned into plugs in a casket, flags draped over it Military personnel, powder in a cabinet Mama I love you more than I could ever describe The proof was me in the storm tryna better your times There was puddles from cooking raw, but put the weather aside The goal was to give you more than you'd have yet to desire They called me black boy, semi-auto mat boy Typical statistic you was introduced to that boy Saw you broken hearted, pieces all on the carpet Disappointment in droves, counting dearly departeds That's just part of the bargin, word to all the people we lost Because to give you anything I had to leap off the cross They say a Saint is just a sinner who tried more Intentions in my heartbeat, gun in the side door Both of them pure, and that integrity you spoke of before I understood when I was hanging from the rope of allure Dangling from the tree of life I put my hope in the lord Because through this garden of Eden it was coca galore All the bruises on my neck, shooters in my set The lies I had to tell to you, the truths that I regret Keys in the crib worth more than our crib itself Built it on your own I just wanted to give you help Therapeutic in theory, want to tell you it all But I never knew if you'd hear me, you expected a call To say this was a facade, a nightmare at the most Then you back to work and me greeting you here when you home The price point of serenity, can put you in a cage With the lights off with your enemies, I knew it too well Never knew you ever knew what all to do with them shells 37 mil' involved I'd never do it myself I couldn't manage, I guess that's the high of being a parent Euphorias that I'll never know, so there we have it But highs was $10 a pop, and how I had it, bought the building they made you slave in if you're asking So pardon my French, it was sorta intense You was all my beginning, you was part of my end Every time I saw the stairs but wound up falling again All that shit that it was worth became a call in the wind You let me blend and you never broke, but you would bend So making sure you ain't never broke was my intent Wondering how your youngin' could juggle with his demise? My life flashed in front of my eyes like hundred times So me wishing you death was my deepest regret Swimming in Jack Daniels with a sea of it left So don't find it in your heart to call me up collect I don't deserve your attention But know all of this was to give you anything [Chorus] And I promised I would A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good I give you anything, I promised I would The road I drove you down, shit I probably should Give you anything, I promised I would A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good I give you anything, I promised I would The road I drove you down, shit I probably should [Verse 2] And as I'm sitting in this chair, fighting a single tear Staring at my kin on the ground like should I care? When you was in my crib, tension all in the air Emptying a clip with the hopes that I was there My woman and my unborn child could have appeared The bullets ricochetting off everything near and dear I sat back watching your soul drift in the air Knowing you was tryna to send mine up heaven's stairs And the fear is, in spite of all of that being clear I probably would still bid adieu for you to be here Blood of a Saint spilling over how could you dare? Auntie at the top of her lungs but I couldn't hear Fuck happened Unc'? We was supposed to be better You could never cut your fam to bring you closer together It never adds, no matter how much you tuck in the pantry I couldn't relate cause my motto was always family But still in all, I understand who you did it for This is more coping with all that my intuition was Apologies for selling you on my dreams Round of applause for Unc' and who we knew you to be And to my auntie, wouldn't never let a soul harm me Until you grew to where your desire was ungodly A throne is desirable Until it's too heavy to push in a corner and now you gotta look back behind you Gutted with the same knife you used to cut a ki' up with Felt the residue in my back, and had to bleed through it I might've made mistakes but never was I mistaken Re-ups being family reunions is heartbreaking Pain cost more than we knew and I respect it But I was the angel saving you from Armageddon Kane hunting y'all was really because of y'all You asked me what I want in return? I want it all Seeing you cry, but all I hear is hope God knows, my eyes low behind a pair of loc's Feeling blue knowing my spirit is here for you But you crossed me which forced me to dribble too And Louie you was beggin' for attention, said you need it right? Now that throne you wanted on, is underneath the lights, enjoy it Blood thicker until there's no more for you I needed you to be Oso loyal, see how he made it? And to my brother Lee, for you defining what a brother be The only branch to still cover me Family tree started to uproot but luckily You became the arm on that Voltron, lucky me Forever indebted in and outta the bank The only one to truly believe in the mind of a Saint Owe you forever, for every sin that I tried to add If you go first tell God that I got the tab [Chorus] Give you anything, I promised I would A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good I give you anything, shit I promised I would The road I drove you down, shit I probably should Give you anything, I promised I would A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good I give you anything, shit I promised I would The road I drove you down, shit I probably should Give you anything [Refrain] Give you anything, I promised I would A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good I give you anything, shit I promised I would The road I drove you down, shit I probably should Give you anything, I promised I would A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good I give you anything, shit I promised I would The road I drove you down, shit I probably should Give you anything, I promised I would A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good I give you anything, shit I promised I would And the road I drove you down, shit I probably should Give you anything [Outro] Yeah, tha- that's all I got engineer man Tha- that's all I got Yeah Yeah literally, tha- that's all I got Cut it man cu- cu- cut it, please Please, please, please cut it, cut it