Give You Anything

[Intro]

This is all your fucking fault

You ended my fucking life

After everything I fucking did for you

You not gon' fucking talk to me

You did this to me, you ended my fucking life

And Teddy should've blown your fucking head off

Fuck you bitch, fuck you, you fucking did this shit to me, you did this shit to me

You fucking did this, you ended my fucking life

Fuck you bitch

[Verse 1]

My reflection in visiting room glass made of plastic

Staring at a sacrifice who made it everlasting

It turned into plugs in a casket, flags draped over it

Military personnel, powder in a cabinet

Mama I love you more than I could ever describe

The proof was me in the storm tryna better your times

There was puddles from cooking raw, but put the weather aside

The goal was to give you more than you'd have yet to desire

They called me black boy, semi-auto mat boy

Typical statistic you was introduced to that boy

Saw you broken hearted, pieces all on the carpet

Disappointment in droves, counting dearly departeds

That's just part of the bargin, word to all the people we lost

Because to give you anything I had to leap off the cross

They say a Saint is just a sinner who tried more

Intentions in my heartbeat, gun in the side door

Both of them pure, and that integrity you spoke of before

I understood when I was hanging from the rope of allure

Dangling from the tree of life I put my hope in the lord

Because through this garden of Eden it was coca galore

All the bruises on my neck, shooters in my set The lies I had to tell to you, the truths that I regret

Keys in the crib worth more than our crib itself

Built it on your own I just wanted to give you help

Therapeutic in theory, want to tell you it all

But I never knew if you'd hear me, you expected a call

To say this was a facade, a nightmare at the most

Then you back to work and me greeting you here when you home

The price point of serenity, can put you in a cage

With the lights off with your enemies, I knew it too well

Never knew you ever knew what all to do with them shells

37 mil' involved I'd never do it myself

I couldn't manage, I guess that's the high of being a parent

Euphorias that I'll never know, so there we have it

But highs was $10 a pop, and how I had it, bought the building they made you slave in if you're asking

So pardon my French, it was sorta intense

You was all my beginning, you was part of my end

Every time I saw the stairs but wound up falling again

All that shit that it was worth became a call in the wind

You let me blend and you never broke, but you would bend

So making sure you ain't never broke was my intent

Wondering how your youngin' could juggle with his demise?

My life flashed in front of my eyes like hundred times

So me wishing you death was my deepest regret

Swimming in Jack Daniels with a sea of it left

So don't find it in your heart to call me up collect

I don't deserve your attention

But know all of this was to give you anything

[Chorus]

And I promised I would

A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good

I give you anything, I promised I would

The road I drove you down, shit I probably should

Give you anything, I promised I would

A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good

I give you anything, I promised I would

The road I drove you down, shit I probably should

[Verse 2]

And as I'm sitting in this chair, fighting a single tear

Staring at my kin on the ground like should I care?

When you was in my crib, tension all in the air

Emptying a clip with the hopes that I was there

My woman and my unborn child could have appeared

The bullets ricochetting off everything near and dear

I sat back watching your soul drift in the air

Knowing you was tryna to send mine up heaven's stairs

And the fear is, in spite of all of that being clear

I probably would still bid adieu for you to be here

Blood of a Saint spilling over how could you dare?

Auntie at the top of her lungs but I couldn't hear

Fuck happened Unc'? We was supposed to be better

You could never cut your fam to bring you closer together

It never adds, no matter how much you tuck in the pantry

I couldn't relate cause my motto was always family

But still in all, I understand who you did it for

This is more coping with all that my intuition was

Apologies for selling you on my dreams

Round of applause for Unc' and who we knew you to be

And to my auntie, wouldn't never let a soul harm me

Until you grew to where your desire was ungodly

A throne is desirable

Until it's too heavy to push in a corner and now you gotta look back behind you

Gutted with the same knife you used to cut a ki' up with

Felt the residue in my back, and had to bleed through it

I might've made mistakes but never was I mistaken

Re-ups being family reunions is heartbreaking

Pain cost more than we knew and I respect it

But I was the angel saving you from Armageddon

Kane hunting y'all was really because of y'all

You asked me what I want in return? I want it all

Seeing you cry, but all I hear is hope

God knows, my eyes low behind a pair of loc's

Feeling blue knowing my spirit is here for you

But you crossed me which forced me to dribble too

And Louie you was beggin' for attention, said you need it right?

Now that throne you wanted on, is underneath the lights, enjoy it

Blood thicker until there's no more for you

I needed you to be Oso loyal, see how he made it?

And to my brother Lee, for you defining what a brother be

The only branch to still cover me

Family tree started to uproot but luckily

You became the arm on that Voltron, lucky me

Forever indebted in and outta the bank

The only one to truly believe in the mind of a Saint

Owe you forever, for every sin that I tried to add

If you go first tell God that I got the tab

[Chorus]

Give you anything, I promised I would

A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good

I give you anything, shit I promised I would

The road I drove you down, shit I probably should

Give you anything, I promised I would

A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good

I give you anything, shit I promised I would

The road I drove you down, shit I probably should

Give you anything

[Refrain]

Give you anything, I promised I would

A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good

I give you anything, shit I promised I would

The road I drove you down, shit I probably should

Give you anything, I promised I would

A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good

I give you anything, shit I promised I would

The road I drove you down, shit I probably should

Give you anything, I promised I would

A promise ain't a promise if the promise no good

I give you anything, shit I promised I would

And the road I drove you down, shit I probably should

Give you anything

[Outro]

Yeah, tha- that's all I got engineer man

Tha- that's all I got

Yeah

Yeah literally, tha- that's all I got

Cut it man cu- cu- cut it, please

Please, please, please cut it, cut it