Habit

I had a dream it was on my ceiling I had a feeling it was in my head If I walk outside every time it's freezing I have to wonder if it wants me dead again It's not something I can run my hands over It's not something I can run my hands over It's not something I can run my hands over It's not something I can run my hands over I'm not afraid to walk without a way And if I close my eyes, I'm scared I'll never get to leave the grey I wanna sleep and never leave my bed And then I won't hesitate to call it my friend again It's not something I can run my hands over It's not something I can run my hands over It's not something I can run my hands over It's not something I can run my hands over Oh, never sleep again Oh, never sleep again