Dreaming Of Falling

Stuck on a bridge In a traffic jam Foot on the brake With no kind of plan And I play so coy But I know where I am Between a wall and a hole Where the black don't end And sometimes it feels like I am Dreaming of falling when I'm half awake And screaming into the quiet All I can say is it felt that way Just thinking of you tonight 'Cause it never ends and it never breaks I'll never hit the ground Even when I open my eyes again I still feel the drop somehow All I have are bits and pieces Fading every day And I can feel the memory tainted By the way I've changed Yeah, I could look back, but it's not the same I see from the shadows now Half of my life is behind me and the Other has changed somehow All I have are dust and ashes Cupped between my hands Slipping through my fingers 'til they're Empty once again A sliver of sunshine against my skin Burns through the curtains now But seeing the light is an awful trick When I keep going down I keep going down Yeah, I keep going down