self destruct mode

[Verse 1] I can turn a wind into a hurricane I can make a drop into the biggest wave I keep pushin' in, don't care what's in my way Lettin' myself down [Verse 2] I can make the sun shine on your darkest day I can be the one you call your worst mistake Don't know why I do it, there's no thought to it Lettin' myself down [Pre-Chorus] So lately I wanna die Not actually, but [Chorus] I'm in self-destruct mode Gettin' out of control Well aware it's no joke I hear yes to all nos Putting the blame on everybody else and I hate it Underthinkin', overdrinkin', underestimate your feelings I'm in self-destruct mode And it's all my fault [Verse 3] I can be the villain even on my own I can light a fire out of stone But every time I do, it turns into a ruin Lettin' myself down [Pre-Chorus] Someone help me to get out I'm sorry, I'm sorry, so sorry, I'm sorry, so sorry Lately I wanna die Not actually, but [Chorus] I'm in self-destruct mode Gettin' out of control Well aware it's no joke I hear yes to all nos Putting the blame on everybody else and I hate it Underthinkin', overdrinkin', underestimate your feelings I'm in self-destruct mode And it's all my fault Yeah, it's all my fault [Post-Chorus] Yeah, it's all my fault This is all my fault now Yeah, it's all my fault Holding up my hands now Yeah, it's all my fault This is all my fault now Yeah, it's all my fault Holding up my hands now [Outro] I'm in self-destruct mode And it's all my fault