self destruct mode

[Verse 1]

I can turn a wind into a hurricane

I can make a drop into the biggest wave

I keep pushin' in, don't care what's in my way

Lettin' myself down

[Verse 2]

I can make the sun shine on your darkest day

I can be the one you call your worst mistake

Don't know why I do it, there's no thought to it

Lettin' myself down

[Pre-Chorus]

So lately I wanna die

Not actually, but

[Chorus]

I'm in self-destruct mode

Gettin' out of control

Well aware it's no joke

I hear yes to all nos

Putting the blame on everybody else and I hate it

Underthinkin', overdrinkin', underestimate your feelings

I'm in self-destruct mode

And it's all my fault

[Verse 3]

I can be the villain even on my own

I can light a fire out of stone

But every time I do, it turns into a ruin

Lettin' myself down

[Pre-Chorus]

Someone help me to get out

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, so sorry, I'm sorry, so sorry

Lately I wanna die

Not actually, but

[Chorus]

I'm in self-destruct mode

Gettin' out of control

Well aware it's no joke

I hear yes to all nos

Putting the blame on everybody else and I hate it

Underthinkin', overdrinkin', underestimate your feelings

I'm in self-destruct mode

And it's all my fault

Yeah, it's all my fault

[Post-Chorus]

Yeah, it's all my fault

This is all my fault now

Yeah, it's all my fault

Holding up my hands now

Yeah, it's all my fault

This is all my fault now

Yeah, it's all my fault

Holding up my hands now

[Outro]

I'm in self-destruct mode

And it's all my fault