I'm Gonna Miss Everything

May 5th Wake up in an ambulance Holding my brother's hand Asking him what went wrong Throwing fits They ask who's president I say "it don't make sense Is there a war going on?" The fire in my mind and the first time I felt crazy I'm still paying that fine I can't remember the look on your face when I told you I might want to die But every person I've been or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything Decade since Living basement to basement My dreams shot up for target practice All my friends have moved on Is this all there is? My selfish equation? Slouching into oblivion? Find out where I went wrong I try to remember when this all didn't feel like an ending Or being swallowed alive But I'm just trying to remember the sound of you voice When the bag goes over my eyes Every person I am or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything Every person I am or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything Every person I am or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything Every person I am or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything