Self-Destructive Pattern

Feel the tension of rejection Purge it out with the therapy The confusion and seclusion Turned it into my deformity Never trusted, maladjusted I've become my own worst enemy Aggravation— my fixation Keeps it all controlled inside of me See it all collapsing It's all around me This condition is killing me The isolation still surrounds me It's in remission, but it's killing me (I—) It's what I can't control (CAN'T) What I can't control (CON—) What I can't control (TROL) In me Born again, I feel so hollow Torn again, my senses fade (fade) Mourn again, without the sorrow Born again, without the blame (blame) Force a new solution It's all inside me This condition is killing me The evolution is divided It's remission but it's killing me (I—) It's what I can't control (CAN'T) What I can't control (CON—) What I can't control (TROL) In me Born again, I feel so hollow Torn again, my senses fade (fade) Mourn again, without the sorrow Born again, without the blame (blame) I can increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain I can increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain Breaking down! Self-destructive pattern Breaking down! Self-destructive pattern (I—) It's what I can't control (CAN'T) What I can't control (CON—) What I can't control (TROL) In me Born again, I feel so hollow Torn again, my senses fade (fade) Mourn again, without the sorrow Born again, without the blame (blame)